Changing Matrix - A Closer Look At The Division

I want to talk about the separation that has and is still occurring in families right now. Yes of course fragmentation divorces have been happening forever, but it has been for different reasons than what is happening and what people are experiencing right now.

I've had many people write to me who have been going through this, Christians and Non-Christians alike, and the core experiences are identical. There has been a very supernatural influence that has been ripping people apart from one another. In the case of my own marriage where even my own husband, now ex husband, even halfway acknowledged that he saw it but he didn't care because he convinced himself that I was in the wrong.

I will tell everyone right now that if you are having serious problems, not normal relationship problems, but supernatural opposition and you are mandela effected and you have found or in the process of discovering that you have a new Holy Spirit inside of you.

Don't listen to what the unaffected, unaware, "Christians" are telling you if they are saying this is Satan doing this to you or your family because it's not. It's God and there is a good reason why God is separating people. You've heard of the separation of the wheat and the tares in the end days right?

That is what is happening. Unfortunately many self proclaimed devout Christians who are not experiencing this think they are the co-author of God's end times plans and that God would not do anything with people unless they were personally aware of it. Those people will be a stumbling block to your growth in Christ.

I know that might sound cold to unaffected Christians, but I've seen allot of the videos out there which many of the "Christian" people have put out against good God fearing mandela effected people and they are absolutely atrocious.

I'll tell you my prayers are with our community members who are attacked by these people. My message to you people who continually to attack our Christians is that you have no idea what is happening and you ARE hurting people with your comments by discouraging or preventing them from discovering or accepting what they need to understand or discover…or to come to the place where God want's them to come. If you don't want to be responsible for one of God's children failing in the mission given to them, then just adhere to what the word tells you to do and stop judging other Christians.God alone is the Judge. Now if you need to be reminded of how to test the spirits let's look at 1 John 4:1-3 NASB.

Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God; and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God; this is the spirit of the antichrist, of which you have heard that it is coming, and now it is already in the world.

So if you are out there mocking people who are confessing that Jesus Christ lived and died for our sins as our Lord and Savior…and even if you don't understand or don't see the mandela effect, realize that you are an end time mocker and scoffer of your brothers in Jesus Christ. Call out the false prophets yes! Absolutely! But write it down on a piece of paper and keep it in front of you to remind yourself that the false prophets are those that do not confess Jesus is the Christ, who are bearing new age satanic fruit.

You don't understand how this war is being waged and you are doing nothing but dividing the sheep. Now back to the affected people who are struggling with this in their families, let's look at what the scriptures say about division and separation. Why it is occurring and what we are to do about it. Now bear in mind that I know many people who have already or currently experiencing this are not Christians or are not another religion or are another religion or even atheist…but it doesn't matter for the reasons I will address separately later, but it is essentially because this is not about religion but this is about God.

All religions have become so corrupt that virtually all religious people have corrupt beliefs and therefore most people don't even understand who God is or understand His teachings at all…and certainly if they did know we know a majority of the people in the end days aren't going to obey God anyways and ironically many of them will think they are obeying Him.

The first thing you need be clear on is that this division is being carried out by God. We know it is being carried out in the following verses. Luke 12:51

Do you think I have come to bring peace to the Earth? No I tell you but division.

Matthew 10:34-36

Think not that I am come (have come) to send peace on the Earth. I came not to send peace but a sword and a man's foes shall be they of his own household.

Now some of the other versions, bible versions of those verses say

Don't think I came to bring peace on Earth. I came to bring trouble not peace. Don't think I am to bring peace to Earth. I didn't come to bring peace but conflict.

And we can also look into some of the commentaries of this verse of the pulpit commentary

Fellowship with me will involve separation from the dearest upon earth, yet the reward is great.

It continues on…

There will be indeed separation in the closest earthly ties, but my claims are paramount and on your relation to them depends hereafter.

Gills Exposition

I came not to send peace. By the sword may be meant to be the gospel which is the means of dividing the people of Jesus Christ from the men of the world and from their principles and practices and one relation from another as also of divisions discords and persecutions arising from it. See in Luke 12:51 where instead of a sword it is division because the sword divides asunder as does the sword of the spirit The Word of God.

So if we know that it is God who is causing the separation then let's find some verses which explain why this is happening. 1 Corinthians 11:18-19

For first of all, when ye come together in the church, I hear that there be (there be?) divisions among you; and I partly believe it. For there must be also heresies among you, that they which are approved may be made manifest among you.

Romans 16:17-20

Now I beseech you, brethren, mark them which cause divisions and offences contrary to the doctrine which ye have learned; and avoid them. For they that are such serve not our Lord Jesus Christ, but their own belly (lusts probably/belly isn't how this would be in the KJV); and by good words and fair speeches deceive the hearts of the simple. For your obedience is come (is come?) abroad unto all men. I am glad therefore on your behalf: but yet I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil. And the God of peace shall bruise (CRUSH! How this was told originally in the Garden of Eden) Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen.

2 Corinthians 4:4

In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.

1 John 2:19

They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us.

So those who are becoming divided it's because some people belong to God and some people have chosen to follow the god of this world. Now don't forget what God says to people who love the world and the things of this world. James 4:4

Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.

So it shouldn't be a surprise at all then why the division is happening along with all the bitterness and sadness. Now that we know that God is doing this and why He is doing this, lets really talk openly about what people are supposed to do or are expected to do about this. The biggest problem caused by the separation of wheat and tares is that there are often children or other social ties involved and the person who has been woken and hears God and wants to obey God yet the spouse, other family members, or the friends and their social networks want to stay plain in the world in their blind or willful sin.

It's a problem because the awoken person desperately wants to wake up their loved ones as well and when they truly see that they cant…that there is nothing that they can do about it…it is very devastating. I can't tell you how many people I have spoken to who have found themselves in this exact situation. Again Christians and non-Christians alike…where ultimately the choice became that they themselves needed to just shut up and allow the sleeping loved one to continue to do whatever it is they want in order to keep the family together or the one who is awake needed to make the very difficult decision to leave.

Allot of people have told me that they have tried to push away that spiritual influence from God in order to make peace with their family or to try to be normal or try to be "fun" or anything else that would keep their sleepers happy, but every one of them who did this has told me that they deeply regretted doing so. Why? It all has to do with one of the covenants God made in the bible and if you are God's then that call is not going to go away because God promised and therefore has an obligation to bring you to Him or bring you back to Him and the harder you fight Him as I'm sure many of you have found right now…the more extreme His workings in your life is going to have to be in order for Him to be able to fulfill what He promised.

So yes it is tough to make the hard choices to separate ourselves from people and families and to Christians the other problem is that it seems counterproductive for one to be following God but to be separating from a spouse. I mean God is all about unity and not division right? I'm sure many Christians especially the the unaffected and sleeping ones would tell you that YOU are the one with the problem if you think that God wants you to divorce your spouse.

So then how can the called out people know if they are doing the right thing by separating ourselves from all these sleeping people? Well if you are awake and you are experiencing this conflict with people who seem to love the things of this world more than God or it is clear to you that your loved ones idolatry is more important to them than living according to the word of God…especially after everything you've told them and they still continue to blow you off…roll their eyes at you…and make you feel like you are not fun enough to be in their life anymore and instead of trying to strengthen the family relationship…they just keep continuing to choose their buddies or drinking or gambling or watching their programmed television (and you know what I mean by programmed) even though they don't…then maybe you'll find comfort in what the bible has to say about what you should do in this situation.

2 Thessalonians 3:6

Now we command you, brethren, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that ye withdraw yourselves from every brother that walketh disorderly, and not after the tradition which he received of us.

2 John 1:10

If there come any unto you, and bring not this doctrine, receive him not into your house, neither bid him God speed:

AN: Sounds odd so trying another version besides KJV. NASB says

If anyone comes to you and does not bring this teaching, do not receive him into your house, and do not give him a greeting;

Psalm(s) 1:1-2

Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful.

AN: Also sounds odd. NASB says

How blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked,
Nor stand in the path of sinners,
Nor sit in the seat of scoffers!
But his delight is in the law of the Lord,
And in His law he meditates day and night.

Now this doesn't say that people who pray for ten minutes or will put up with you for ten minutes but will turn around and do what they were doing (AN: Happened to me many times) this is the people who meditate on his law (precepts) day and night like you and I do. They don't see it and they don't even recognize themselves.

2 Thessalonians 3:14

And if any man obey not our word by this epistle, note that man, and have no company with him, that he may be ashamed.

Now again this might sound harsh to you, but you yourself know what times we are in. They don't and they don't care. You have the responsibility to ensure that you are walking with God. You don't have the responsibility to wake up those who are mocking you, don't want to listen to you, and are going to keep themselves in a comfortable state of delusion. It says it right in the bible…it's going to happen.

Now I found a document online but after I printed it I noticed it didn't have the length on it to the website that I found it but it was from a Christian organization dot org website and it talks about some of the biblical separation and some of the issues surrounding it.

The bottom line however is that there are two groups of people who make up all who claim to want a form of godliness. There are those who will say it but they do not want and they are not willing to pay the price of loosing family, friends, positions either religious or socially, and there are those who will choose godliness despite any price of loosing any family, friends, or position.

So let's talk about this in easier terms. Most of us don't waste time and have no interest in television programming because we know what it is. We know that separating ourselves from the Sodomites from Hollywood is one thing and most of the sleepers can't even do that, but it is harder from people to separate themselves from friends and loved ones. I mean that is a whole other level and it is hard to do, but the whole reason God is bringing the end days separation of people is for the same reason you intuitively know to stay away from TV programming.

It's because He wants His people to avoid compromise. Compromise leads to sins and we can't afford to be caught off guard right now. If you remember in the bible this was the very reason that God didn't want the Jews to marry the Gentiles. He knew that it would corrupt them and lead them into idolatry and worship of other gods like baal and molech and astarach (don't know that one or how to spell).

You know people that don't know the bible are the ones that get so upset and blast God as having been a racist killer throughout biblical history, but they don't even stop to think what was really going on and they don't stop to consider we wouldn't even be here right now if God hadn't commanded the Jews to wipe out specific other people and I'm not talking about other people meaning other races and nations IE normal real people. I'm talking about the living beings who were hybrid offspring of the nephilim.

These people worshiped gods like molech by burning their infants and children on glowing red hot huge metal trays or bowls set up on alters. Now stop and actually imagine you are witnessing and hearing a baby or a small child who is screaming…blood curdling screaming…who is looking toward his parents over the edge of the bowl wondering why his mother or father isn't coming to help him until the cry finally stops and there is silence because the child is dead.

If people would really take the time to study the bible instead of taking the lazy way out instead of listening to what everyone else has to say in their own ignorance, you would really have a different view of everything (AN: Not to mention with all the supernatural changes taking place within scriptures now). You can't let people's arguments against God or against the bible (AN: the bible is debatable being supernaturally changed) determine what truth is.

There is a valid explanation for every argument that people have put out against God or the bible (AN: Again the bible has been altered), but most people are never going to know the truth because it's not important enough for them to go check out for themselves. Now THAT is pretty sad.

Now we all know that politicians don't want to ever offend people EVER, but Jesus does want to offend them. Matthew 15:12-14

Then came his disciples, and said unto him, Knowest thou that the Pharisees were offended, after they heard this saying? But he answered and said, Every plant, which my heavenly Father hath not planted, shall be rooted up. Let them alone: they be blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch.

AN: Ditch? That wasn't in the KJV. Let's try a different version. NASB

Then the disciples came and said to Him, “Do You know that the Pharisees were offended when they heard this statement?” But He answered and said, “Every plant which My heavenly Father did not plant shall be uprooted. Let them alone; they are blind guides of the blind. And if a blind man guides a blind man, both will fall into a pit.”

AN: Still uncertain about this one but let's continue.

So the only reason they think we are being mean is because they don't even want to listen to us and they don't want to live according to God's Word. Period.

AN: Just pointing out that the beginning of John as well as Revelations shows us that Jesus is The Word of God and not scriptures. With the bible being supernaturally changed, we cannot rely on the bible to be accurate any longer. We do not point to scriptures as being the truth…but HIM…Jesus Christ of Nazareth who God sent to save us from our sins…The only begotten Son of God.

Think about it. If they had loved God and they were studying the scriptures and had God on their mind and in their hearts all the time just like you do, there would have been no division. Everybody would have been on the same page because they had the same things in their hearts.

They don't.

Rome was a very large city. The Roman "Empire". The (Roman) "games" took place for centuries. Did "all" of these people who attended the "games" think they were doing absolutely "nothing" wrong? Or were the Roman's eyes blinded by Satan who cheered them on in blood lust and violence?

Do all the people who devote their time to the modern "games" believe they are doing absolutely nothing wrong either? If anyone understands that meditation and prayer leads to love, peace and unity through spiritual connection to the Holy Realm then can anyone "not" understand the emotions incited by these "games"?

Anger, violence, avarice, greed, and competition are all connections to the dark realm. When people devote themselves to the dark realm their eyes are blinded and their hearts hardened.

These people are not your friends. Friendly frauds think and respond to you like differences can be ignored but true friendship just like being a true believer is based on truth. Friendship doesn't win converts. It never has and never will. Truth is the only means of conversion or anything else. So if you are experiencing this conflict and division with your family and friends and you came here through the mandela effect and that mystery transformation that some of us did…I'll tell you that you cannot fight against the division with people who have chosen to accept the world.

Most of us who have experienced what we…who have finally shut out all the noise of the world…enough to hear God's voice…we know better and we want to do God's will at all costs because we know the truth first hand, up close, and very personally. But yes, it is very difficult to do because it comes with varying degrees of sadness, isolation, mocking, and everything else we have come to be greeted with here.

It helps if you keep it always in the front of your mind that these people do not love the truth. The sleepers in this counterfeit kingdom are not the people we knew. What did Paul spend much time in his ministry doing? He kept warning against false brethren within and without. Acts 20:29-31

For I know this, that after my departing shall grievous wolves enter in among you, not sparing the flock. Also of your own selves shall men arise, speaking perverse things, to draw away disciples after them. Therefore watch, and remember, that by the space of three years I ceased not to warn every one night and day with tears.

AN: NASB version now to compare with KJV. I do this because KJV is the most altered and so we must look at other versions to see the differences between them. I just don't have the time to go through them all.

I know that after my departure savage wolves will come in among you, not sparing the flock; and from among your own selves men will arise, speaking perverse things, to draw away the disciples after them. Therefore be on the alert, remembering that night and day for a period of three years I did not cease to admonish each one with tears.

Within and without. This means your concern isn't only going to be members of enemies, but about the members in your own families. If they are not with us it is because they are against us. Luke 11:23. Jesus didn't care for words. These people can spit out any of the empty words they want to try to appease us or lie to us about what is really important to them, but it isn't their words that God is listening to.

God searches the deepest crevices of all our hearts and He knows whether people love Him or love the world. Again there would never be any sort of division before any two people if both chose the same thing. Division is costly and painful on the surface, but it's not very costly and painful if you truly love Jesus Christ in sound doctrine for the preservation of your own soul and those of your children.

AN: I love Father and Jesus and care about them. There is no thought of self preservation or anything that comes with this. I love Them without having to think about why I do. I just do. I think the same of marriage as the same way. I don't think if you truly love your spouse that you would be capable of ever "falling out of love" with them. It should be impossible.

Most Christians don't really understand the strict mandate there is to be separate people…and again I know that might sound harsh but this isn't something that I am saying and just coming with on my own…this is what God has been saying throughout time…and He didn't say it in order to restrict our choices of partners or to play racial favoritism…it was simply so we wouldn't be tempted to fall into compromise with the truth or to compromise our relationship and standing with God.

If you are someone who claims to be a devout Christian and you believe every word of the bible (AN: reminder that bibles are all altered now) and you don't believe that God would ever be calling people to separate from their spouses or children when all of these people are already married and with children IE are in a union under a "sacred bond of marriage" but instead just like with the mandela effect, you believe any such separation would be all the working of Satan…well let's take a look again at the bible and see again how this situation was handled. Ezra 9 beginning in the verse 10…

Now God, What can we say to you? We stopped obeying you again. You used your servants the prophets to give these commands to us. You said the land you're going to live and on is ruined land. It has been ruined by evil things the people living there have done. They have done very bad things in every place in this land. They have made this land dirty with their sins so Israelites don't let your children marry their children. Don't join them. Don't want the things they have. Obey my commandments so that you will be strong and enjoy the good things of the land and then you can keep this land and give it to your children.

So in Ezra 9 God commanded through His prophets that Israelites are not to marry the children of non-Israelites because even the land is ruined by the evil things those people do and if the command isn't obeyed the people will not be strong and not enjoy the things of the land nor will they be able to keep the land in order to give to their children. So let's continue in Ezra in verse 10. (Apologies on the quote below. Transcribing this by listening to the audio of the video)

Ezra was praying and confessing. He was crying and bowing down in front of God's temple. While Ezra was doing that a large group of Israelites…men, women, and children gathered around him. They were crying. Then Chekania Son of Jahael one of the decedents of Elam, spoke to Ezra and said…we have not been faithful to our God. We have married the people living around us but even though we have done this there is still hope for Israel. Now let us make an agreement before God to send away all these women and their children. We will do that to follow the advice of Ezra and the people who respect the laws of our God. We will obey God's Law (AN: Familiar with the old covenant, but not the wording "God's Law"). Get up Ezra. This is your responsibility but we will support you. So be brave and do it.

So you see they had recognized their disobedience in following God's will. They knew they had followed their own will and they understood what needed to be done to be right in God's eyes. Continuing in Ezra 9:7

Then he sent a message to every place in Judah and Jerusalem. The message told all the Jewish people who had come back from captivity to meet together in Jerusalem. Those who did not come to Jerusalem in 3 days like the officials and elders said, would loose their properties and be removed from the group. Then Ezra the priest stood and said to them…you people have not been faithful to God. You have married foreign women. You have made Israel more guilty by doing that. Now you must confess your sins to the Lord the God of your ancestors. You must obey His command. Separate yourselves from the people living around you and from your foreign wives. All these men married foreign women and some of them had children with these wives.

So…now wait a minute. What exactly did this say? You must confess your sins to the God of your ancestors. You must obey His command to separate yourself from the people around you and your foreign wives. So just to clarify so you don't interpret this how you want to interpret it, but actually hear what it says. It didn't say…well continue on and let no more marriages take place with foreign women…but it says separate yourselves from the people around you and your foreign wives.

So if God said it was wrong to marry people who weren't true believers because it would compromise them to truth and all these people made that mistake but ultimately did something about it to correct their relationship with God, is it such a stretch to believe that we ourselves made the same mistake and now are feeling the same need to separate ourselves from the unbelievers to correct our walk with God?

I think that pretty much highlights why true believers need to marry true believers. What if God knew some day as such as today would come and all this separation and supernatural ripping apart of families could have been avoided if people would have known ahead of time before anyone went and got married that this time of separating the wheat and tares would come during our lifetimes and that everyone's true heart and true desires would be revealed…would come to light.

Wait. Actually the bible does say that this is exactly what would happen.

For nothing is secret that will not be revealed, nor anything hidden that will not be known and come to light.
–Luke 8:17 NKJV

Pulpit Commentary

"While the night thickens over Israel on account of it's unbelief, the disciples will advance into fuller light, until there is nothing left in the plan of God which is obscure or hidden." –For nothing is secret that shall not be made manifest.

Ellicott's Commentary

For nothing is secret– In Matthew 10:26 it forms part of the charge to the 12 Apostles.

Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal among you, which comes upon you for your testing, as though some strange thing were happening to you;
1 Peter 4:12

For the time has come for judgment to begin with the house of God.[a] If judgment begins with us first, what will be the end for those who disobey the Good News of God? (Jesus is the Good News!)
1 Peter 4:17 TLV

Surely the Lord God does nothing,
Unless He reveals His secret to His servants the prophets.
Amos 3:7 NKJV

The "Christians" in the house of God are many…but the true servants of God are few.

"REVELATION"
Greek word apocalypse–refers to the unveiling or disclosure of something yet to come.

John wrote the Book of Revelation(s) while he was in exile.

Just as "we" are "here" in "exile" to testify and sound the trumpet (alarm) as to what must happen soon.

God gave Jesus Christ the revelation, to show his servants what must soon take place. Jesus made it known by sending his angel to his servant John,
Revelation(s) 1:1

I sent you to reap that for which you have not labored; others have labored, and you have entered into their labors.
John 4:38 NKJV

but in the days of the sounding of the seventh angel, when he is about to sound, the mystery of God would be finished, as He declared to His servants the prophets.
Revelation(s) 10:7 KJV

The angel said to me, “These words are trustworthy and true. The Lord, the God who inspires the prophets, sent his angel to show his servants the things that must soon take place.”
Revelation(s) 22:6

The days cometh sayeth the Lord, that I will send a famine in the land, not a famine of bread nor a thirst for water, but of hearing the words of the Lord.
Amos 8:11

“He has blinded their eyes and hardened their hearts,
Lest they should see with their eyes,
Lest they should understand with their hearts and turn,
So that I should heal them.”
John 12:40 NKJV

There is coming a day when the lion shall lay down with the lamb. If MOST Christians and their pastors believe it was always the WOLF and never the LION…or they don't see "what the big deal is anyway!" then they will NEVER see the "times we are in," nor that which is about to overtake them.

They will not "awaken" in their own time…because this is NOT ascension. Their eyes and ears have become closed and their hearts have become hardened.

If people were told that this supernatural separation would occur and that it would divide the believers from the non-believers and now people witness this manifesting just as it was foretold to complete with the total wall of babel between you and your spouse, your family members, and all of the heartache and isolation which accompanies this…do you think true believers would have still married their unbelieving spouses?

Not a chance. People would have listened to God and only married people who were true believers. Nobody would choose five years or ten years or thirty or fifty years of marriage and building families and resources if they knew they would wake up one morning with the veil ripped away from their eyes and find themselves sitting to and married to a blind deaf and cold stone spouse who obviously chose the world where all you can do now is watch the supernatural divide between you and maybe all of your children as well just get wider and deeper every day and moreover every time you would try to warn them or say ANYTHING the further asleep and into the world you would watch them go.

Now I don't have to say how much better it would be for any families living during the end days who get to go through the most spiritual time together in unity right? So yes there are reasons for every instruction God has given to man whether people understand it at that time or not. You know…so much about the whole experience of the Mandela Effect…all the related aspects of what we are experiencing are very difficult things for people to make sense of and to understand. Yeah I get that…but if you didn't come here through the same spiritual purification process that I am guesstimating that only a third of us did then I strongly suspect this is actually going to be the hardest for you.

Ultimately not now…but ultimately. This is because I think a third of the effected came here through the spiritual purification process I talked about and another third came as aware or unaware counterfeits of Satan (AN: I had the same thought too that saw the changes and jumped straight to new age beliefs) to cause all this misdirection of all these theories that are getting put out here for this and the final third are put here just kinda in a neutral void between both sides and they will have to go by nothing but FAITH in making their ultimate decision about what this is.

For the people who think they may be in that position I want to give you something to always keep in mind. Regardless of all the deceptions that are out there and there are theories upon theories for every day of the month, remember that there is a core event that is the same for ALL of us. Focus on that. Don't get lost in all the rabbit holes whether one side is pushing ascension in the photon belt and another is pushing time travel and another is pushing the inter-dimensional beings whatever it is someone is pushing don't forget that the one thing we all share across the board is being awake.

So focus on what we all have awoken to. What did we all awaken to here? To earthquakes and volcanoes and wormwood and fake news, a white simulated sun and smart clouds, satanic agendas and the dividing of the wheat and the tares. These are not the speculative and debatable details which are among us. These are the things we all see as the truth now. We are in a counterfeit kingdom whether others around us see it or not and there is only one place that has all the answers to everything that is happening.

Every crazy detail and every question you could possibly come up with, but the only way to find that place is through prayer to God just as the non-affected people don't believe us as affected people, I know you're probably not going to believe me either when I tell you that you'll know it's the truth when you seek Him long enough and hard enough and He then reveals it to you (AN: I had to pray asking for answers before it was revealed to me as well.).

If you seek Him until you find Him the day it happens will be the happiest day of your entire life on any earth.

-Changing Matrix